Brave Song ~Nokosareta Anata E~

Today my friend's mom died in an accident. I really feel bad for him since I've been--I wouldn't say badmouthing him, but still,

I talked about him a lot behind his back. I feel bad for him because I couldn't help but think how 'alone' he is since he himself had to be the one telling the rest of us "My mom died."

I feel bad for him because if I were in his shoes, I would have slumped in a corner, forgetting the rest of the world exist, forgetting the rest of my life-span still last...

I'm telling this horrible news to my other friend and guess what's her reaction. "Uhm... So?" I didn't respond further on that. Is it just me being too emotional about all this or her that is being too unsympathetic? Well, that brought me to a thought later. True that me being sympathetic will not help him anything. Will not change anything, but still, well... sorry but I couldn't help but feel bad for you Tembok-san yo... sorry if you actually don't want any pity 'cuz you will stand strong and rise up after your mother's dead.

 So, for my friend, Tembok-san yo...

Sorry for being sympathetic
Sorry for not doing anything
Sorry for feeling bad for you

I hope your mom will rest in peace and you and the rest of your family could find the strength to move on...
Nokosareta anata e, kono "Brave Song" o kikasetekuremasenka?

Lyrics/Composition: Maeda Jun
Arrangement: ANANT GARDE EYES
Vocal: Tada Aoi

itsumo hitori de aruiteta furikaeru to minna ha tooku
soredemo atashi ha aruita sore ga tsuyosa datta
mou nani mo kowaku nai sou tsubuyaite miseru

itsuka hito ha hitori ni natte
omoide no naka ni ikiteku dake
kodoku sae aishi waratterareru you ni
atashi ha tatakaun da
namida nante misenain da

itsumo hitori de aruiteta ikusaki ni ha gake ga matteta
soredemo atashi ha aruita
tsuyosa no shoumei no tame fukitsukeru tsuyoi
kaze ase de SHATSU ga haritsuku
itsuka wasurete shimaeru nara ikiru koto sore ha tayasui mono
boukyaku no kanata he to ochiteiku nara sore ha nigeru koto darou
ikita imi sura kieru darou

kaze ha yagate naideta ase mo kawaite
onaka ga suitekita na nani ka attakke
nigiyaka na koe to tomo ni ii nioi ga yattekita

itsumo hitori de aruiteta
minna ga matteita

 itsuka hito ha hitori ni natte
omoide no naka ni ikuteku dake
soredemo ii yasuraka na kono kimochi ha
sore wo nakama to yobun da
itsuka minna to sugoshita hibi mo wasurete dokoka de ikiteru yo
sono toki ha mou tsuyoku nanka nai yo
futsuu no onnanoko no yowasa de namida wo kobosu yo